Not one of my hoes already giving me pet names and have been feeding into our emotionally unavailable delusions 😀😀😀😀😀
Buuuuut on the other hand I just met the man of my alt dreams. Like wow I’m really living life. Anywho he lives in Washington and it’s not something serious and we’re just having fun bc turns out I am not emotionally available for commitment 😀
Damn that’s crazy I really broke up w him. Skreettsss been calling and it’s looking real rough out there
Coming back on tumblr and see I got over 1000 followers now only for it to be majority bots 😐 quite humbling
Was gonna celebrate me slowly eating normally again by eating like straight shit but now the nausea is coming back bc I’m slowly realizing that I’m seeing my mom and toxic family and how terrible I always feel around them fmlllll
Depression came back real strong and I really hate it here
Ugh I know it’s bad when I don’t even want to smoke weed. I can’t even enjoy the things I love without being sad
Love how my bf is such a big simp for me it’s great bc hes hot and a simp like I really won like that how did I get so lucky???? Genuinely good guy AND he’s hot 🥵 MANNNN